Monday, 02 January 2012
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the way you want it
been some time since i had the urge to pen down my thoughts.
so much has happened; new experiences, new people, facing stuff that comes with age
been going along with the flow, and before i know it, its time to take the reins
i know what i want, and im definitely ready to put in the effort for iti guess its inevitable this happened.. i was just lying to myself and refusing to face it
i already told you, but you refused to listen to me. and yes i already felt the drift at that time
but i am happy for you, my dear friend. just remember that i'll be here no matter whatnobody will ever understand the things i do and the choices i make in life
you used to understand me best, but now you've brushed everything away and made assumptions like everyone else
i dont owe anyone an explanation though
i dont keep tabs on you, so why are you making it seem like ive put others before you?
you probably dont understand how important a friend you are to me.
all these thoughts, i wont say them to you because i still cherish this friendship. i believe you are still the person i knew from a decade ago
lets stop and take a look at this situation k. i wish things were like before
Monday, 31 May 2010
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tonight
you need a reality check
tis more than you plain deserve
sometimes i wonder why i do these pointless things
but i know not to expect much from you already
words, will never be words till you mean it
Tuesday, 13 April 2010
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yet another
goodness
one moment im feeling good, and the next, its all down again
not because of the things you say, but because of the things you dont
definition of close?
definitely not talking about everything under the sun,
but choosing what to share and what to trust the other person with
i have no idea why....
but i cant say it
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
Tuesday, 09 February 2010
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the heart is amazing. it feels deeply when things happen. they are the most sincere reflections of what you are feeling. but it breaks easily too...
it breaks my heart to see these things happening. i dont know how they have come to a point where nothing done is correct in each other's eyes. where's the trust and tolerance? and whats in store next? i dont think i can take it anymore. the people i love no longer love each other anymore
sometimes i think ive been too sheltered my whole life. which is quite true... in a sense where i dont see the degradation of mortality. but there are things that others do not know. things that cannot be put in words. i dont even know where to start
ive become a person who doesnt smile at the slightest things.
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
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说说
i wish i knew the answer
guess i'll never know till you say it
oh wow, sometimes i feel so messed up when people ask me questions
haha, i dont know what to say
thats largely because i have nothing to say too
i cant read minds you know
i guess i'll choose not to talk about it
because inside me, there are some dregs of uncertainty
so why would i want to waste my time thinking about it?
cant wait for block tests to be over! :D
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