so tell me, what more do you want from me?
i have had enough of trying to salvage things

i guess i have finally accepted the fact that you're no longer within my reach
took me so damn long
know why? cos you mattered

goodness. why dont i have the courage to flare up at you
i know i am capable of it seriously

it might not be your fault this time
but i did not get any affirmation that anything mattered to you
at least not as much as it mattered to me
so why am i such a fool?

i swear, after this, i will not be upset over you again
things are going to be cordial and "out of courtesy"

you have feelings, and so do i
but this time, you've disappointed me again by neglecting mine
when i tried so hard not to aggravate you
even when others were egging me on to say what was on my mind

i will stop hoping already
and move on like you did

im sure everyone has drifted apart from a certain person at some point of time
you were once close friends
you'd share everything; opinions, things, food, whatever
and suddenly, everything changes

sure, you'd have lost someone, or something
but after you've lost it, you'd gain something in return
be it experience or looking at things from another angle

so what? just let the happy images be in your mind
be happier that way :]

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goodnight!